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“Healing is a brilliant thing”

RHF, 59
“Hello everyone
I had my first healing experience when I was about 40, after I had my CT checked by Gustl in our neighborhood. He was giving New Medicine lectures at that time, and I enjoyed attending them. After he looked at my CT and reminded me of an event that happened when I was 16, I had my first muscle innervations that same evening. My trauma back back then was: my friend who fell from the top of the haystack passing me in the depths. I think I was paralyzed during the fall because I wouldn't have been able to hold on to him without falling with him .... Running made no sense anyway and neither did fighting.... so my body paralyzed me to keep me out of danger. So at least it would be a sensible biological special program (her statement: “I had feet like lead”). After that, some muscle groups (thighs and upper arms) no longer worked properly.

When I look back, I got varicella at some point, which is an ugly separation conflict, because I thought he was dying in front of me and only because we wanted to have sex in the hay for the first time. At that time I thought it was God's punishment because I was brought up so strictly Catholic.

Anyway, after this incident I could no longer do a handstand in PE lessons (weakness in my arms) and I couldn't do the rock n' roll dance like I could two weeks before. The doctor I went to at this time just smiled at me and didn't take it seriously.
Years later, a doctor diagnosed it as muscular dystrophy.

After talking about this incident again after such a long time and being able to shake off the shock of the conventional medical diagnosis thanks to the New Medicine, my muscles started to work again

Resolving the conflict felt like opening a dam again and allowing everything to flow.

Immediately in the morning after the CT scan, the affected muscles in my arms vibrated, moved, twitched, all without pain. It was like they were coming back to life. My body changed a lot within a few days and suddenly I had strength and motivation again. And the veil of black and white caused by the diagnosis was suddenly gone. I was back in the middle of life... So that was the first healing, actually, through realizing and talking about a trauma.

Following the first healing after visiting Gustl, I came out of the healing again through a Reiki treatment as a gift. The moment the treatment was over, this feeling of being healthy was blown away. I went there with so much energy even though I thought I didn't need any treatment and when it was finished I was empty of energy. A doctor explained it to me like this: “With Reiki, the energy flows from the one who has a lot to the one who has little. In this case, this Reiki lady must have felt really well afterwards”

In this case, the progression is easy to recognize.
Between the conflict and the conflict resolution, muscles which she needed at the moment of conflict to escape from the situation were impaired or conditionally paralyzed. However, it didn't get any worse because she had forgotten the conflict and thereby transformed it downwards. By reminding herself of it and recognizing at the same time that the incident had become irrelevant, she found a solution.

According to her statement to me directly, she had a central HH in the motor cortical field, which led to bilateral impairment, i.e. she could not escape from the situation. This is not about escaping someone.

In addition, she suffered a collapse in self-esteem in which she was unable to hold on to her partner as he was falling. For this reason, the SBS started in her arms and she felt more weakness inside.

The varicella can be explained by the separation conflict from this boy and her fear that she would lose him through the fall. In addition, having a boyfriend at the age of 16 was forbidden at the time with a Catholic education. Sex at 16 anyway. Note: The 5BN says about varicella that it occurs during a resolved separation conflict when the forbidden aspect is present.

Her description makes me extremely aware of how much doubt can slow down healing and how sensitive our whole organism is.

Once I was healed because one night I dreamt of being in love, of being able to hold on to a partner, in a way. During these nights, the epi-crisis came at night. With it muscle movements or vibrations. First the biceps on both sides for 5 minutes, like they were being electrified. This was followed by the abdominal muscles for about 10 minutes and then finally the thighs. These healing symptoms occurred even during short breaks in the day. After a while, I regained my strength and was able to knead the spaetzle dough again properly. ”

Her closing sentence was: “Healing is something ingenious”

 

My comment from the perspective of GH/NM:

🔴 Conflict: unable to run away/escape, loss of function with motor paralysis of legs, ectoderm
🟠 Conflict: self-esteem collapse “unable or unwilling to hold on to sexual partner”, upper arms, neu-mesoderm
🔴 Conflict: ugly separation conflict, skin (varicella), ectoderm